Pastiche of Life

It is the beginning of the end, the departure of delights and a step into a world which offers me no excitement. I’m in my final days of university I haven’t met any permanent friends in my final 2 years of classes and have drifted listlessly from day to day with a minimal impact on school politics or on the culture of university as a microcosm of the greater world it never bodes well to feel like there is nothing achieved.

Yet I do not walk out of this simply uninitiated there’s many ways to exist in this world, there is the distinct possibility that one can achieve greatness or be the provider of means to greatness it’s a terrible loss to ones self to navel gaze forever so making this departure as a graduate offers the possibility of a new future one that isn’t quite yet written or perceived. It is possible to view these as the ramblings of a navel-gazing idiot but it is also the possibility on a multi-universal level the announcement of great intent. In one space I didn’t make the effort to write this, in another I had an assistant already who did it for me and in this one I stand upon the praecipes of a new adventure into the world of all the serious thinking and hard working individuals the spend everyday in anonymity.

No one peaks if they have limitless energy, no one falls low if they never try. Remember that every act is the beginning of something new never the conclusion of something that went before, this is a flawed philosophy I have followed for years. It leads to a noncommittal choice to do ’something’ and. Never see it through. If you know how to be decisive and have willpower the abilities you have flourish through the process of tempering otherwise you become a socially impacted jack of al trades without a focus much like this monologue on my own human condition.

Let’s do the minor checklist of things I’ve done that interested me while at uni. I’ve been a radio presenter for a marginally funny news radio show for queens radio, I’ve done voice acting as an amateur for voiceactingalliance.co.uk, I’ve been in 3 student films acting for queens film society, the last of which is in postproduction hell still, I worked as an extra for Seacht (irish language drama made for RTE), Lived as a sub warden for 3 years in Grant House.

Not exactly job material but hey you blend all those together you’ve got a pretty good story for a Manga. Which I wouldn’t recommend doing btw to any of this passers by who read my journal I would personally take it as an invitation to do something very mean like um… Well I dunno kick your dog? I promise I’ll think of something much more threatening sooner or later.

Well this meandering treatise to my own mind 3 days before university’s end has in itself ended. See you all in the real world soon enough

Well, the only thing I can say is a repetition of some of the other punters expressed that it was underwhelming the reasoning as to why is probably to do with how the crowd were separated into a pair of encampments. Those who wished for a political rally and those who were there for light comedy, the strange matter of the mix of patrons of Which I was on the light-hearted side because I had never seen a mark Thomas show before. Sometimes people just appear that have been making a change in the world for the better and it makes you feel a little shallow like a unintentional pimp-slap with a side of holier than thou. Mark Thomas came across without the holier attitude which is maybe the only reason I laughed so much. I’m glad for once I checked out a show that was motivating just because it had the weight of life experience kind of like watching the Dave Gorman adventures but with more wide social responsibility. Just to finish this quick post I hate the manifesto addition Belfast decided upon. no more pyjamas outside, it seems a little sad we couldn’t take it a little seriously well to the library after 1 more episode of rescue me